This vacation has been gay.
Today is pretty blah also. I hate when I'm bored because I think about stuff that bothers me, and then I can't quit thinking about it. Idk. Like I found something out about someone I really care about, and it sucks. Idk, maybe I'm being childish. I hate jealousy. I shouldn't be jealous though -- it's stupid. I feel like I'm never going to amount to her because I'm not like that. Sometimes I wish I grew up in a different family just to see if I'd be different. You know?
Ahh. Pooooooo!!!
Let's see. New subject. I'm listening to some Dashboard. Emoooo, wooo. I think the music I listen to has an effect on if I'm happy / sad. I swear, I listen to like 50 songs a day. Gotta have my daily dose.
Today is the Florida State / Florida game. The Sunshine State rivalry. GO NOLES!!!!!!!! My moma went to FSU, :O).
I haven't talked to Jesse in awhile. He went down to Columbia for Thanksgiving.
Err, crapper. I gotta finish my damn spanish project. I cannot believe I have that lady next semester too. Ugh, what a bitch. She used to be nice. After the first six weeks, you can forget it.
Yey, we only have 13 more days in this semester. I hate exams. I hope Josh has my lunch next semester.
We'll have been going out for a month tommorow. Yey Josh, =O). I think that the whole thing about you have to go out an X amount of days with someone before you love them is pure bullshit. You can love your friends, so why not a girl / guy? No one knows how you feel about anybody, so don't let them try to tell you who you love and who you don't. And please, don't spend your life trying to make everyone else happy. You just end up getting hurt.
Well, that's my little blogger for the day. Maybe I'll write back later today and tell you what's up or w/e.
Love,
Sara
Today is pretty blah also. I hate when I'm bored because I think about stuff that bothers me, and then I can't quit thinking about it. Idk. Like I found something out about someone I really care about, and it sucks. Idk, maybe I'm being childish. I hate jealousy. I shouldn't be jealous though -- it's stupid. I feel like I'm never going to amount to her because I'm not like that. Sometimes I wish I grew up in a different family just to see if I'd be different. You know?
Ahh. Pooooooo!!!
Let's see. New subject. I'm listening to some Dashboard. Emoooo, wooo. I think the music I listen to has an effect on if I'm happy / sad. I swear, I listen to like 50 songs a day. Gotta have my daily dose.
Today is the Florida State / Florida game. The Sunshine State rivalry. GO NOLES!!!!!!!! My moma went to FSU, :O).
I haven't talked to Jesse in awhile. He went down to Columbia for Thanksgiving.
Err, crapper. I gotta finish my damn spanish project. I cannot believe I have that lady next semester too. Ugh, what a bitch. She used to be nice. After the first six weeks, you can forget it.
Yey, we only have 13 more days in this semester. I hate exams. I hope Josh has my lunch next semester.
We'll have been going out for a month tommorow. Yey Josh, =O). I think that the whole thing about you have to go out an X amount of days with someone before you love them is pure bullshit. You can love your friends, so why not a girl / guy? No one knows how you feel about anybody, so don't let them try to tell you who you love and who you don't. And please, don't spend your life trying to make everyone else happy. You just end up getting hurt.
Well, that's my little blogger for the day. Maybe I'll write back later today and tell you what's up or w/e.
Love,
Sara